Phoenix

This is the last time

My world has collided

My fears have beat me once more

I look back to everything you said.

The words you spoke made me insecure.

I just want to run away and hide.

I want to tell you the way I feel

But you wont listen to any word I say.

I want to burst out crying

But I know that is weakness in your eyes.

I try so hard to keep everything that is left of me together.

You took my confidence, my faith, and most of all my happiness.

But I won't let you take my dreams that’s the reason

I keep on standing.

I won’t let you take away anything else.

I’m done with everything you have to say to me.

I won’t let you break me.

I know what I’m capable of doing.

I am going to make my own choices.

I am going to decide who I will be.

Watch me and I’ll do everything you said I couldn’t.

I don’t care anymore of what you think of me.

This is the last time my world is going to collide because of you.

-Alexa G.